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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Exhausted.......

Just wanna write a couple of things here. I've been getting pretty close to one of B classmates lately. He's really nice and I'm glad now that we actually share some secrets with each other. I mean, we've only had a couple of weeks and within this short period we've already known quite a bit about each other. He's spilled to me some things that I have sworn not to tell any one. Apparently though, it seems lotsa people seem to already have guessed it...Sigh. Poor Lil' Guy. From now on, he shall be known as Lil' Guy.

I've also been getting really sick and tired about this freakin' drama thing. The sad thing is that when you're doing drama, there will be other dramas that accompanies it. For example, Bugsy has been crying her eyeballs out due to a little glitch on stage and Noodle had to step in for her. Poor sweet little Bugsy. It's not really her fault though. I blame the Bucktooth for this! It's all his fault! Going on around and comparing us to all the other productions out there.

"Look at Yada3's drama! They even have a superb dance sequence thingy in it! We should be more like them!" says Bucktooth, going all high and mighty.

And I was like , 'Sh@# man, if you wanna compare us to Yada3's drama then that is like comparing a blue whale and a guppy! That's so not fair!'

But we went on with this idea and danced our heart out and even then Bucktooth was not happy.

"Why aren't we synchronized? Why do we look so...unorganized?" he cries out in his annoying voice.

At this moment, I have a huge urge to just go over and slap the living daylights out of him! Thank goodness I am quite a patient person.

So the dances...Well, because of these dances, most of us have neglected the script. And Bugsy's breakdown was the ultimate proof of it! But now that we've all cooled down...hopefully, everything will turn out okay.

Due to exhaustion out of drama practice have now had not enough sleep. I see eye bags under my eyes...Not a pretty sight.

Not only that, couldn't get to see Dr. Hanim for her approval of my topic for the god damn argumentative essay. Sigh. Now I'll never know whether or not my essay will actually get some marks. Insyaallah, jadi la kot...Tried seeing her today but she doesn't want to have anything to do with me. Practically showed me the door herself. Sigh. Redha je la time tu...Suppose it is my own fault. Sigh. (Have been sighing a lot lately)

Have now just found out that Grammar class is canceled and am rather thrilled. At least there's a bit of good news somewhere. It sucks living the awful life here in Shah Alam where you're so far away from your family and nothing good has been happening to you lately and your head actually literally feels like it's been run over by a train! Here it comes another big, fat HUGE sigh! SIGH! I pray to Allah that everything will turn out alright in the end. That maybe somehow or other Dr. Hanim will accept my essay and that everything will go smoothly well with the drama and that I do well for the finals and that I'll get to continue in the BEd TESL programme. I also hope that my Listening and Speaking test goes well.

Gonna hope and pray for the best.